[12 Apr 2008|12:59pm] I had a long post planned out in my head, but really all it summed up to was "Everything can suck it!". Anywho, I'm still alive and whatnot. 2 comments|post comment

[12 Apr 2008|08:39pm] So I guess now is the time for that long-ass post. PLUS ++I have a facebook and lastFM now. Look me up. ++Jessy and I have been hanging out all weekend. We took Storm and Hunter to the art museum today and it was pretty badass. ++After a few years of doubting whether or not meditation actually works, I think I've finally figured it out. It's a neat skill to be able to block everything out for a few minutes and feel 100% better afterwards. ++I really enjoy psychology class. I love getting to learn interesting stuff. ++Parents said that I can get a mohawk if I get a job. I've been thinking about whether or not my love for pretty hair outweighs my love of being a lazy ass. ++The chicago trip is next friday! It should be fun like always and parents might give me money to go shopping at H&M. MINUS --My ipod died. I was listening to it, and it crapped out on me. It's just got a blank screen and when I plug it into the computer nothing happens. --My stepdad's grandma died last night. They're making me to go the funeral, which is fucked because my whole life she cut me out of family photos and told me that I wasn't part of the family because I'm not blood-related. --I've been paranoid again. When I'm driving, I always think that all the other cars are cops for some weird reason. And I'm pretty much convinced that all my friends hate me and they talk about me behind my back (I'm assuming they don't, but I'm still not so sure). --School has become the enemy. I think my super-anxiety towards school has started to manifest itself as physical sickness. My "Holy shit I don't wanna be around all those human beings" turned into puking and I was home sick for a good chunk of this week. --I've been crying off and on since friday afternoon for no real reason. --A ton of people who used to be very against drugs and alcohol aren't anymore. It disappoints me, I guess? Jessy and I are the only ones who are Straight Edge now. --The cat's sick again. And I know it's retarded, but I worry about her more than anything else. It fucks me up to see her in pain. --So many things are changing and I was completely unprepared for it.

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